grief

i'm depressed.

i know i'm always depressed, but this is real depression.

i just found out that i only have 2 weeks break after this coming xm. minus a week of agony waiting for the xm result to come out, tinggal 1 minggu je for the real CUTI.

that will be my semester break. other people can have holidays for months. i got a week. how lame. and sad. huhuu...

i received a love letter yesterday. actually, last 2 days. from my uni. asking me to pay my 'outstanding' extended something hostel payment. that will require me another *00 ringgit. i dunno where to scrap that money from. i barely have enough for monthly expenses. (bukannya tak bersyukur,,astagfirullah..).

i was just thinking of going shopping after the xm (hehh..). with the remnants of money i still have. but now that it boils down to this, selamat tinggal la mega sale..

i haven't been shopping for ages. huhuuu..

terus tadak mood nak study. =(

rase macam nak mogok